Briancarroll.life – #WholeLife For President American Solidarity Party who says we must choose between puity life or healthcare

Briancarroll.life – #WholeLife For President American Solidarity Party who says we must choose between puity life or healthcare

Oh that's wonderful.

I'm in the middle of a few things and I will write you again later on to support you in all of that. 

It might not be today, but I am praying and will get back with you.

Love and blessings!!

Stephanie



The perspective you and I purposely choose, will either weigh ourselves down...

or it will give our sweet Lord the ability to lift us high above the clouds of our circumstances that cannot ever have even a chance to bind him who is in me and in you.

We need not to remain blue.
CHOOSE!

On Wed, Sep 30, 2020, 5:52  wrote:

Yes I am employed and am looking to live locally so Kadence can stay in her school.

Thanks!

Pam 

On Sep 30, 2020, at 5:47 PM, Mrs Stephanie <riseabovecircumstances@gmail.com> wrote:



Thanks for telling me.

Are you looking in the same area?

And are you employed??

I ask before I pray and send to you, that prayer may be most effective. 

Prayerfully,

Stephanie 

The perspective you and I purposely choose, will either weigh ourselves down...

or it will give our sweet Lord the ability to lift us high above the clouds of our circumstances that cannot ever have even a chance to bind him who is in me and in you.

We need not to remain blue.
CHOOSE!

On Wed, Sep 30, 2020, 

Hi how are you? We're doing ok. I have to find a new place to live so pray for me to find a good home. 

Thinking of you,

P 

On Sep 30, 2020, at 5:15 PM, Mrs Stephanie <riseabovecircumstances@gmail.com> wrote:



https://briancarroll.life/



Whole Life, not either or

The Chicago Tribune printed too soon before the votes were counted that Dewey one but in actuality President Harry S Truman won his second term.

And the interview Brian Carroll with Catholic News Agency was in Chicago where the debate for the 3 other parties running against  the Democrats and the Republicans was taking place.

There can be another upset shock and neither major party win.

President Trump was correct though about one thing last night and it's very sad.

In 2016 when he won the election the Democrats refused to concede and back the elected president elected by the people.

The Democrats instead of conceding and working with the elected administration 

these four years wasting time trying to kick him out of the White House spending money on all that...

Taking spotlight off the issues that Trump was dealing with.

As for as spread of COVID...dont blame President Trump but blame the big business who want the economy moving the way it did before there were dangers of COVID.

Slacking up lifting and reducing on restrictions from the pressures of lobbying big business is who to blame.

He is actually on my ballot that I just received in my mail at my house to do a mail-in because I walk and all of this coronavirus Iris and everything else I'm doing a mail-in

I remember him long ago, but did not know he was still on the ballot!

Against Abortion 

Against Euthanasia 

For the poor having healthcare..not allowing anyone be left behind!

They say he cannot win because he's not a major Party candidate.

But everyone is sick of what we saw last night debate.

Read about him!!

Theres another good article also, must send seperate email with.

American Solidarity Party  Brian Carroll is also in Facebook. 

He is supported by both Catholic leaders and Evangelical Christians and leaders and if you read about in you'll see why.

So exciting there is a choice we can vote without sacrificing part of our values.

Stephanie



The perspective you and I purposely choose, will either weigh ourselves down...

or it will give our sweet Lord the ability to lift us high above the clouds of our circumstances that cannot ever have even a chance to bind him who is in me and in you.

We need not to remain blue.
CHOOSE!

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Fwd: How to use your Good Search act & teach your friends to do the same.

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1175

Madisonville, LA 70447

       USA

Greetings Friends,

God Bless you!

After opening your good search account did you choose your charity yet?

Before you search or surf the web for anything....make :   www.goodsearch.com your home page on all devices you use on the Internet.

Always first sign into your good search act before you go to any other website.

To benefit us you after signing in.....must look on the home page where it says:  Choose your Charity   or choose your beneficiary or non profit...  

 Please type the words:   Carpenters Friend.

Then every time after your charity is chosen or set....always do your web searching signed in and type subject you are searching in the "Good Search search window where usually there is a magnifying glass on the right edge of and touch : enter as you would searching on any  other.

You will see the good search say that you just earned:    .01 cents for Carpenters Friend.

Teach anyone connected to you on the Internet to do this for us please Son Austin and we will benefit for the sake of teaching non-violent prisoners...inmates  carpentry that they may earn their bread and steal no more.

You can forward this email to everyone you have in your contact list with your own personal message.

God has begun MIRACULOUS healing in Dad because God needs Dad.... William to be HIS Carpenters Friend for no other carpenter who belongs to God has the heart to be "The Carpenters Friend."

Many erroneously think William, Dad & I want to rehabilitate hardened killers...not true.

We seek to teach those who are non-violent who possibly in on their first or second drug charge but have never harmed people or done anything violent and today in The United States this accounts for the majority who are incarcerated.

So keep praying healing into Dad.

And as our friends use Good Search with us as beneficiary we will have the income for William to implement programs in prisons through the Internet and in person....Amen Amen.

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1175

Madisonville, LA 70447

       USA

Until HE Returns To Cast The Evil One In The Abyss Forever Love Each Other & Be Not Blue for HE has already over come All Death Giving Life!

Greetings Dawlins of ours!!!

We love all of you so so much!
Until Our Dear Lord casts the evil one into the abyss forever...

We HIS obedient little ones will have to diligently defend life...
That of our neighbor's...

Our sister's our brother's whose keeper we are and shall be till the end of time when we all have joyfully completed our journey within HIS Grace and forever more look upon HIS Holy Face.

What ever hovers over you trying to steal HIS joy from you...

The sun of the Son shall shine forever more through anything that makes me or you blue...For when we have HIM & HE has me & you...

There is absolutely not a thing we must do alone.....we need not be strong...

But let HIM who is in you and in me...who longs to free of from all bondage and pain...

HE yearns to take upon HIS own shoulders all that weighs any and all of you, me, and my Puddin Head Precious William...

But HE is a gentleman who will never force HIS will our desire upon us...

We must reach out to HIM ask in trust and actually give our sorrows, fears....our joys and laughter too...

To HIM...

As St Francis says:  Cast your care upon HIM for HE cares for me and you...

So you and we need not fear but remain free indeed in, with & though HIM the only friend who is forever Faithful and never makes mistakes...

 HE knew long before now that this too would come....

And this too shall pass...

And at last...HE will raise us onto HIS Holy Wings of fire and with great love 

HE shall carry us above and upon these clouds of our circumstance...

It is never up to us do do anything but obey and and follow....

We are called to be believers not achievers...

Obedient followers of HIS leadership...

Not the leaders less we shall slip...

Fall and go down into pits laid as traps for us....or even traps and prisons of our own making.

And this is what gives us freedom...

For whatever foils our plans....happens so that HIS commands have the opportunity to trample the enemy again and again Amen!

William's hernia far worse needs surgery...surgical consult scheduled for Wednesday at hospital surgical office where his outside VA oncologist is.

William is believing God, praying for a MIRACULOUS healing of tumor that he not have to undergo the hernia surgery.

I keep saying he must keep Wednesday's appointment since even when God heals...one must go to the doctor to confirm the MIRACLE or risk losing the MIRACLE.

I am still washing everything by hand and packing our van with most all of our belongings....except for our mattress so that if the evil one continues to illegally enter there will be nothing of value for them to steal.

More importantly no papers with personal information whether medical, social Security....whatever.

Preparing to embrace tent camping still again on November 30, 2013....Living again in HIS Parks for a few weeks will be a most welcomed gift from above....

For the arrogant who will never have wives nor husbands of their own do not go camping!
Too much work to them since Momma is not there to clean up their diapers when they throw temper tantrums!

They stay in the Hilton & the Marriott where they have maid servants to abuse and treat with rudeness because they pay them large excessive tips.

Have you ever noticed the very financially rich and wealthy grown adults throw the biggest tantrums and are very immature & the rudest of all

Each of you....each of you are so so precious....precious... precious!

Whether you are among the few here in the United States who have chosen to receive our hearts within yours...or if you are among  the many in different parts of India, Europe, Russia, Africa...or upon islands and everywhere...around this earth who have loved us for years over the Internet !!

Love & Blessings to you!

Lets never get discouraged but instead encourage one another...our sisters and brothers...

Let us never compete with our friend, sister or brother...

But instead seek to assist our friend along his our her journey...

Making our own journeys a shared journey...

For it is not about getting to a finish line first...

But making certain that we go through the narrow gates with care together that not one trips without being lifted up and carried upon our shoulders...

For we are to be imitators of HIM Jesus Christ.

We are not to be seeking to be the first to finish...but to bring with us many souls along with us who also cross the finish line safely & securely through the narrow gate to salvation in heaven forever together forever.

Let not one be lost....imitate HIM HE already paid the cost that you and I need not be the best...but the last to cross the finish line after making certain that each one whom HE has given us...placed on our path needy of friendship, love, compassion or any good physical or spiritual thing...

Sing Sing Sing....New songs of joy & thanksgiving and all living will therefore be full filling our hearts and HIS plans for all to eternity.

Amen Amen Amen....dear friends!

EstherStephanada!

EstherStephanada!

All mail sent to Ponchatoula is already being forwarded to Madisonville address bellow even though we are not in the park till the 30th of November and this is because our Ponchatoula PO Box expired on October 31, 2013.

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1175

Madisonville LA 70447

Every Day We Each Have A Part To Play To Defend Life Itself

It is impossible for anyone to go out into the world of their normal routine...whether they are driving to their place of employment with the radio on...

Even in their neighborhood grocery supermarket where we live such store is called Bohnings...

Without hearing at least one person say something to degrade one life lower than another.

I can even when I was pregnant for my one and only child of my womb...

Abortion was the newest hot topic and they were showing photos of fetuses in wombs saying: "Is it no longer just a blob of tissue when?"

My mother was getting dressed for her day at employment position...sales-woman in Fine China & Crystal at "Adlers Jewelers" in Lakeside Shopping Center in Metairie Louisiana...as she said after seeing the pictures and hearing this question:  "Oh they should have had this available a long time ago!"

"Why Mom?"

"Well then we wouldn't have so many freaks in the world!"

My entire life but particularly during my childhood they always said:  "YOU SHOULDN'T EVER BEEN BORN!"  or "YOU'LL NEVER BE NOTIN BUT A BURDEN TO ANYONE AS LONG AS YOU LIVE"...so I at that time said to my Momma:   "You mean like me, Mom?"   "Exactly Stephanie like you!"  she said as she was looking at the television with a gloating smile and laughing.

She came running after me to say "I didn't men that Stephanie...but the truth is:  "Out of the fullness of the heart a mouth speaks" and it is impossible for a heart to pretend to feel or a mind to pretend to think differently tan they do feel or think...so what you hear first is always the truest impression of anyone.

And no matter how they cover up or try to change what I really mean:....  They will always simply twist even deeper the truth they want to set them free...

But the truth does two things at once:    Sets free the pure in heart who never lie, mislead or falsify....and at the same time TRUTH will always bind up bound tight anyone who cheats, misleads or falsify's...Truth exposes all as it divide the righteous from the wicked who think they can get away with their sin and crime...that they are more slick than the ones who get caught...

That they will not make such foolish stupid mistakes as those who are behind bars.

When we witness anything that goes against the grain of God's Holy Commandments...when we witness anyone abuse another but do nothing about...if we do not at least try to assist an angry violent mother we know with her child for the child's sake...or

If we do not know them...report what we witness to police or child protection authorities...if we are pretending we did not see anything then we are joining them in their sin.

When we hear folks on the radio talk shows degrading anyone at all...we can take the time to write a letter to the Station Editor...and even to the FCC if writing the Television or Radio Station does not bring about the correction we seek.

But sometimes instead of just requiring monitoring of what goes on the air waves...

Praying for the foul mouthed one leading others astray...then writing a prayerful letter while to that very person with the vindictive spirit...could have an affect in their hearts.

We are our own worse enemy when we turn our head and remain silent...

When we choose to open our mouths in FAITH...God's power to transform hearts is released...and Life given birth to the dead...and Ezekiel's grave yard be no longer entombed.

You really cany can-can be an Esther or a Jacob too...and you will therefore never be blue!

EstherStephanada!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO Box 1144

Ponchatoula LA 70454

Expect Your MIRACLE Today & Every Day or You Might...

Our words are creating at all times....but what?

We can live with MIRACLES chasing us down at all downs
Refusing to accept less than his best...what....
 stone cold hearted doctors say because their own choices have made their lives miserable by neglecting their families and later flirting with nurses...

And filling their little time off the clock with things that feed not the soul...
Their FAITH waned from such tired weary life styles and are jealous of those willing to leave all behind for that which lies beyond that which is the natural accepted life.

Only those who expect MIRACLES in every part of every day....live lives filled with MIRACLES and far more graces & Blessings than the average person alive on earth.

We receive what we we expect.

If you or I wake up anticipating bad news...

Guess what your phone will ring all day with problems.

For everyone who knows that Johnny or Jane expects days filled with problems....

Others assume that Johnny & Jane are exactly who they are to call & visit with every single dellima that not only they personally encounter...

But recommend Johnny & Jane to each person they meet and greet along every single street whether in Ponchatoula Louisiana...

Or on the coast of Madagascar, Nigeria, Malawi, Egypt, India or Yugoslavia.

Earth geography never limits God's laws of deliverance, blessing or prosperity.

Nor is God ever limited by our circumstances.

We can always accept less than God's best and settle for what others are content with....

Or we can reach out for HIS greater gifts.

Jesus said:  "Far greater things than these you shall do...

For I go to my Father at HIS right hand and anything I ask is mine anything you ask in my Name My Father & I shall do for you & through you!"

Just as every life ever conceived within every woman's womb deserves to be nourished and born into the world to love & be loved...

We who are going day by day the same old same old way...
Can choose to reach out for so much more than what they have...

They can lay down and walk away from this life and choose HIS best that defies what others choose to do.

We all can choose God's healing and peace and seek not first MIRACLES...but seek the Holy Face of God Himself our creator...
To HIM nothing is impossible but all dreams we have that are life giving HE embraces...
And we can be recipient of MIRACLES and even the vessel through which HE creates MIRACLES...

For we who are in HIM are called to emulate HIM.

HE who is in me & you and has over come all things....disease, and death itself...
And when we remain close to HIM in the sacraments....both penance keeping our conscience clean....
And frequently eating HIS Eucharist...sustenance for every point of our journey...

We can all lay hands on the sick and expect them to recover when we live!
Amen Amen Amen and Alleluia!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

Even Some Catholics are Confused About Pro-Life / Pro-Choice ...Abortion.

I was wearing  a button pinned to my bright pink jacket that reads: PRAY FOR ABORTION TO END!"

 At a Graduation lunch in a New Orleans Catholic Parish the Sunday following Father's Day 2013...I was astounded the responses I received & conversation it spawned.

I expect this kind of confrontation if & wear it to the grocery store but not to Catholic Holy Mass & to a party of Catholic Families at a Catholic Church.

I was told that "Even if I personally would not abort my child, I don't have the right nor do you have right to suggest to others what they should do!"

Well is preaching & teaching the Holy Gospel suggesting to folks a better way to live???

And so this statement contradicts the entire life of a christian for we are called to always live by the Holt Scriptures that say:  "Let the redeemed of the Lord say so!"

Let HIS life, HIS joy, HIS mercy which endures forever never cease from parting from our lips!

We are to be imitators of God who calls each by name and who speaks good things into being at all times....

We are to like God embracing all that befalls us with great FAITH...speaking hope to the hopeless and life into the dead!

I pray you see this contradiction that we all plainly see and hear all over where ever we go...

Maybe you never thought of in this perspective...now is the time...to choose on purpose which group you will be among...

You will be herded with the sheep into heaven or with the goats into the eternal flames.

The choice is yours for the silent ones who are not hot or called will be lost to the eternal fiery flames of HELL!

EstherStephanada!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

We All Can Receive MIRACLES and Be Vessels Through Which God Grants MIRACLES to Others

Though we must not be afraid of what others will say or think,

Nor can we be controlled by other's opinions are talk of us.

We who desire to be chases down by both blessings and MIRACLES that never cease but only keep multiplying with our joyful smiles and laughter in spite of devils who seek and track us...

We must keep on keeping on singing regardless who is murmuring behind our backs.

As we heard in last Sunday's Gospel the Lord was not concerned of who what about who HE is...

And so shall we must be continuing to bless others with our smiles and songs...there will always be someone like our former next door neighbor Veronica on Alvin Callender Street when we with God were building our home...

She came outside yelling one day not able to understand how not even hers & her nephews hateful actions against us could not kill our spirits.

She came outside as I was singing new songs through joyful tears...tears that our neighbors were trying to stifle the rebuilding of our home.

What we had completed the day before our neighbors had punched holes into in the night...

But I sang new songs to the God above knowing HE who watches through the night from HIS throne up above not only saw the crimes against us in the night but had the power to restore not only that which the angry jealous locusts had stolen...

They who were filled with jealousy, anger and hate and have never been loved nor have loved themselves....

No different than the Ponchatoula local native neighbors who say out of one side of their mouth that they are going to build Ponchatoula into a thriving economic marketing business center, yet they tie up themselves in bondage that they cannot grow...

By shunning newcomers who choose to make Ponchatoula home!

No town or city will ever grow & prosper past the point they are today without welcoming new citizens not only physically into their neighborhoods, and into the community and church families.

Regardless how many families come and are shunned they will eventually move on in the same numbers or even more.

For every family and community has both sincere and insincere folks whom they call their own.

Those whose hearts are pure but were born within a thorny city among hateful tit-tat chatter boxes who love not...

Eventually these too will choose to move onto a better place where they will not be embarrassed by their previous associations whether blood or geographic.

No they will follow the lead of those who come full of life seeking to bless an entire community when they first arrived...but refuse to live an entire life time among grumblers and wishy -washy complainers.

As Joyce Meyer has taught over the years....one can choose to complain and remain and go around and around a same old mountain of a pill.

Or you & I and each of us can reach out and beyond our circumstances for another new dream...when others fight to long and hard resisting thy kindness and blessing...

As Jesus said:  "Shake of their dust and move on..."

Such cities will never grow but as Sodom & Gomorrah will be your town or city who shuns the hearts who of those who enter bearing kindness and generosity of their grateful loving hearts...

Such a town or city will never grow but die  from their own choices....their own deception...

The fruit never falls far from the tree and the selfish resentful hearts wither and never blossom but rather their self-righteousness they fatten and fluff and spread as an eagle spreads its wings...

Then they go around time gloating convincing themselves and each other that they together did a good thing.

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

No One Has The Right to Snuff Out Life! Each Life Has Purpose!

Each life is significant, created by God for a unique purpose with unique gifts to accomplish that which God Himself has both has made great plans for...to use in conjunction of other lives for the good of multitudes...

And when even one life is cut short of God's plans...all not just the one terminated through a conscious choice is affected by even one such poor choice or decision.

Let your voice be one who encourages lovingly those who many to most either forget about, become marginalized, or forgotten.

Let your voice be heard today by writing your CCongressional & Senate representatives.
You can right now follow this link:  www.opencongress.org/ and find your own senators & representatives and write them a message that you are against all kinds of killing whether legal injection, execution, euthanasia, and abortion.

Take the time to voice what you believe in and what how you will vote in the next election  if they do or do not do...what.

Most people think that far more people write their Senators & Representatives in Congress than the number who really do.

And though these forms sent out to multitudes to sign have some affect...
Personal letters from citizens on specific issues always have greatest influence.

So either follow these links or go straight to your State's website & do it now!

You can find them easily by just typing their names in the search box at: www.GoodSearch.org
And if you do not already have a Good Sense account, set up one right now and choose: 
Carpenters Friend  as your non-profit cause to support.

You will be an Esther or a Jacob too when you do these things you will make a difference for many...
Hope for those who were once hopeless one life at a time protected because you took the time to actively care...

God will repay you!

Amen Amen and Alleluia!

A Warning To Everyone For When You Open New Online Accounts....Humorous Consequences That Can Make For More Dangerous Circumstances If Not Caught or Corrected...

Anyone who has known my husband William and I for any length of time know that for my first 49 years of iife that I had physical tunnel vision for real!!   Yes REALLY!

That I only saw a small portion of any one's faces at a time, and that I was raised as a sighted child because my parents would not acknowledge my challenges for they were ashamed of "who or what I was."

And that on the Feast of the Holy Family 2009 I received a Eucharistic MIRACLE in my eyes and have enjoyed given thanks & praise for nearly three and a half years of landscapes and full length drapes!

So I have done some amazing things for someone who literally at times could not see what was under her ow nose!

I graduated from Grace King High School without ever having read much with understanding.

To satisfy my mother I sat on my bed for hours just every once in a while turning a page....

But since what was printed in those books made no sense to me and I could not see...

That time was not wasted... for in my heart I was not in a chair at a desk nor was I lounged on my bed reading...

I was conversing with my Lord my God and your God...

I would ask HIM to fill my heart and mind with whatever I needed to know...to stay safe at home, school or on the school bus...

Walking down hills or through my neighborhood.

A friend who I had not been in touch with for quite some time sent me an invite to open a "  LinkedIN " account.

Happy to hear from her I did just that thinking I could take my time that there would be no hurry to build a resume for myself and at a future date possibly this could help me grow a licensed business with  income doing what I enjoy the most...free-motion embroidery, crochet and writing.

But what happened was as I opened this "Linked IN " account, I was interrupted.

And as always, I embraced my interruption... as you do too... 

Took care of whatever it was my husband need that time....

I do my share of asking him questions that too for him are not at the best timing...

It happens in all marriages in all kinds of friendships...

There is no fault placing here...  No anger or frustration but rather jovial laughter and entertainment...

Life is much easier when one can laugh at and with themselves...

But what happened since I did not stay with the program as I first began opening this Linked IN account was it automatically sent invitations to everyone who I ever wrote an email to from the first date I opened this email address.   And not only to these who I possibly only wrote once ever, some were business inquires that I never thought about again in over 5 years.

Other auto invitations went to folks who I never wrote but their email address was attached to one of those cutesy poems with pictures many just keep forwarding and forwarding over and over...certainly none of these I ever thought would one day show up as "CONNECTIONS"

And since I at times post to my blogs not signed into blogger but from my email as I am doing now...

Linked IN posted connection requests to my blogs for about a 5th time last night.

So instead of going into Blogger and removing those comical posts  "MrsStephanie............invites you to CONNECT"  from my blogs...

I am leaving Linked IN right there...

Instead I will post this on all of them...

And make a game of it...

But it could have serious consequence when an unsent invite is accepted by someone who is worse than unpleasant.

I HAVE CUT OF several CONNECTIONS....some without any explanation.

Check your email contact list for many email systems save all information as your potential contacts even though you do not routinely write email to them nor they to you.

And you can possibly also have your account hacked into through these odd seemingly insignificant addresses that seem not worth even giving time to DELETE!

But do it!  DELETE DELETE!

And when you open new accounts do not let systems access your contact lists, manually type the ones you want to communicate with the new account and you will have fewer headaches of             SPAM JAMS...

And you will not have to check your new account more often than you would have liked to to make certain you have no spying new connections...that maybe unsafe for you...

As happened to me!

But the Lord will always keep us free indeed with out needs HE cannot nor will not meet...

And when the devil does raise his head....

Whether a cyber spyer...a marriage divider...or simply folks who some how did not learn or remember from Kindergarten how to introduce themselves and ask others their names....

I guess till Jesus comes back there will be those who try to force themselves upon others instead..

When anyone is rude, crude, or  speaks with forked tongue...

Remember our Lord said to cut off the hand that causes us to sin...

Don't you wish that it was as easy to get rid of all of these....as pushing or clicking a DELETE BUTTON!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

When The Enemy Seeks to Attack the Babe of Thy Womb...You Can Bet That God Is About to Move Mountains....SOooooooooooooooooooooo Faint Not!

The enemy of God knows well the plans God has made for you before HE
conceived you within your mothers womb....or another babe ever formed within the womb of your very own growing within you now...

Your mother was pro-life and not pro-choice...so who are you to turn your
back on the God of your mother & father who bore you?

Who brought you to this point out of the darkness where you once were?  Not the
devil for sure...

For the king of darkness does his wicked deeds in the dark to not be seen.
And out of light comes life...darkness has no part within....

For light dispels darkness....but darkness cannot ever dispel light...
Bushell baskets come not only in woven structures but in attitudes and
choices of mankind.

We can choose to be illuminated by HIS light which is Himself...and if we
shun the light and chose darkness it is only time before our life fizzles
out.

So never become unglued when expecting a child you never had planned.  And
even if like me you were once forced upon by an inappropriate male.

I said male, not man!

For men have respect not only for themselves and God...but overpowering a
women brings one-self far down into the disgust of sin that only grows more
gruesome as darkness remains due to our choices to keep HIS Light out

Repentance within the sacrament of reconciliation instituted by Jesus
Christ...authority handed own through Saint Peter through Popes, Cardinals
and Bishops to priests...whom you can call and make an appointment to meet
& greet and be brought back into Holy Mother Church....right now!

Forgiveness, healing and all that is good is God's best part that is always
waiting for you!

Amen Amen Amen!

Regardless What An Expectant Mother Must Endure To Bare A Healthy Son or Daughter...

Whether a woman is happily married to a loving supportive husband;
Whether she somehow got caught up in a fast moving relationship and wish she had not;
Whether she has married him..
 Even if she has been a victim of rape and finds herself seeming alone with a son or daughter in her womb...

She can carry her child to term with the support of Almighty God and HIS Holy Church.
For today though there exist many enemies of God...the obvious ones who have always existed in every modern society and culture every where on earth.

A woman who bravely caries her baby to term and gives birth enduring the public scrutiny of the wicked  seated in high places of authority can not be trusted...

Such a woman is to be praised.  Certainly defended as Jesus Himself said "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone and not one remained to condemn her and HE too said nor do I condemn you....  Go forth and sin no more."

Our own mother's when each of us were children always said as she refereed between her own children:  "Two wrongs don't make a right!"

Jesus told us to be weary of those who seateth themselves in high places and wear fine robes of purple authority.

Today many of these same flakey folks wear cloaks of black in court rooms as well...
Jesus also taught us how to live in an unjust society with unjust officials.

Jesus Himself taught us how to not let the wickedness of others scare us.

HE Himself will be our justification against false accusation and our warrant against arrest.

So regardless to who you are, where on earth you live...
Whether in Nigeria Africa, Concord or Kannapolis North Carolina....San Francisco California...or anywhere in between in either direction north...south east or west...

Our Lord Himself is with you & with us who never do anything against HIM...who honor HIM through kindness, gentleness, compassion for not just the sick but for each person they meet and greet along every street...even the condemned, the down trodden, those in prison.

Those who honor God with not just their mouth publicly in synagogues, Catholic & Protestant Churches, those who take the risk to speak up for one wrongfully accused...or friend one who is despised because he or she will not compromise his or her morals and sin against God to be accepted in the flakey hypocritical Parish Council Church force...

Know my husband & I and many others you may never meet before Jesus returns soon and very soon are praying for you right now and the Lord Himself will enter with you into every public and private place from your own home if even only a tent in the park...an apartment amongst many where evil people have keys to your dwelling.

HE is your rock, your fortress...let not evil worry you!

For HE who is in you has over come the world and HE will entrap the wicked with their own devices set for you.

So never be blue but wear blue instead...
From the moment you wake and rise from your bed....or from your pallet of blankets or even hay.
Each morning sing new songs of Joy to HIM.

You need not let even a tax collector, attorney, or judge scare you...for perfect love casts out all fear...
So you & I who walk in love & forgiveness at all times have nothing to fear,  simply relax into the Lord at all times and let HIM defend you!

Amen Amen Amen and Alleluia!

  

I Was The One That Played My Own Tune And Danced To It!

I always stuck out amongst any kind of crowd without trying, and naturally, I did not always realize when folks were laughing at me unkindly...

No, I would take a bow or curtsy with a smile and a song in my heart...or even snap my fingers!

I never noticed that I was out of step from the rest...Nope.. I learned well from My GOD My GOD My GOD....Sometimes doing my own thing was a good thing...

Besides, I did not need my mother's help to make different from all the rest!

For Sugar Daddy, GOD Almighty...HIS SON, and HIS Most Holy Spirit taught me themselves....

That THEY set me apart from the rest!

Momma made me wear white shoes because she refused to buy another pair of shoes and she refused to dye these black because Easter had not yet come and gone...

So my dancing to HIS tune instead of theirs put me in the bright lights for real!

Yes the teacher and other girls and their families were mad at me.... I was totally oblivious...
What did I ever do to you I declared!

They would wave their fingers at me and though I would hurt in my heart not because I understood any of it at all... I just knew they did not like me our themselves so it seemed....

For Sugar Daddy said: "Don't mind them....They are just JEALOUS!"

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH And So I danced and whistled even a better new and different tune...
I remained In Step With & In HIM and HE with & In ME...

And HE Calls you and each one to do the same!!

Amen Amen Amen & Alleluia!

EstherStephanada!

GOD Has A Plan For Each and Everyone.... And One is No More or Less Significant Than Another

HIS Holy Word says that HE will use the weak to shame the strong and the poor to shame the rich and the foolish stupid dumb ones HE needs in order to shake the mighty wise...  or the ones who
"Thinketh too Much of Themselves"

From their high horses and self made thrones.

I was born dead and resuscitated  and did not learn my name till 5th grade and repeated the 4th and tied my shoes for the first time in the 6th!

Yet today GOD types over 30 different blogs with my hands and I am a wife of over 13 years though scientists said "she will never be capable of relationships" both when I was young and later going through puberty!!

I am sure you all remember going through that yourselves.... pimples, break outs and make outs and who is who's?

Each one was created for a Divine Purpose known only to HIM!!! 

Who are we to that anyone is expendable...  Rather we are all suposed to be pliable like clay in The Almighty Potters Holy Hands...

We are to be bendable yet not lean on our own understanding....
Trees do bend though straight and tall and so must we to both other's call and the CALL of GOD to us and each one...

Puzzles  cannot be completed when a piece is thrown away or is lost!
So let us not discount who we ourselves are... nor the value of another... and each one ever conceived was conceived in the image and likeness of GOD......

So let us all reach out and love and console the lonely in our own lives... whether they live down the street, around the corner or next door... or maybe neglected in your own home.

All of us are capable of purposely choosing to speak kindly and be a servant.   And to support and choose life at every opportunity.... and Let each one conceived LIVE LIVE LIVE!

Amen Amen Amen and Alleluia!

I WANT YOU TO RECEIVE ALL THE LOVE I ACHE TO GIVE YOU!

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH LOVE I WILL GIVE YOU...

Unless You Let me Live!!!!

Let ME LIVE AND GIVE YOU SMILES AND HUGGY WUVS....

and TICKLE YOUR TOES!

AND DANCE MY HEART OUT AND SING YOU NEW SONGS YOU HAVE YET TO KNOW!

GREAT MEETING UP MY BABYSITTER WHO CARED FOR ME & LOVED ME!

April 16, 2013

Today going through all settings of my blogs on my blogger draftboard, something I have not had Internet air time to do regularly in quite a long time...

I found this stored in "DRAFTS" which I am certain I meant to POST or PUBLISH then but clicked the wrong thing by mistake & it merely saved and did not post ...

I had written in October 2009 just before we in obedience left our Charlotte North Carolina home for my last time.

So here it is I share the joy of God placing those in my path from my past who were gentle, loving and kind:

May God Bless you!
Amen


October 2009
No one can be used by GOD if they are ashamed of who they are, or more importantly, who they once were!

Jesus Christ himself is the only human being who can never say:  "I was once lost, but now am found.. was blind and now I see!"

And each of us humans ever born or to be born on earth of a woman, cannot ever Sing from the Mountaintops of their heart: "Look what the Lord has Done!"

If they are ashamed of who GOD made them, and who & how HE has formed them through life!

If each is created by GOD and For GOD in HIS own image & since before we were created HE KNEW US!  So how is it that so many are ashamed of who they are...  They do not realize in essence they are saying GOD is not honorable by failing to believe that not all things...  that not all people GOD MADE GOOD....  and HE looked at all of us and HE is pleased with us, HIS creation and cannot cease Loving us without ceasing being Himself!

 I was graciously given by GOD the opportunity my Billy the good memories of you!  And how I never ever understood where you would magically appear from, and I would cry when you left...

You in my small childhood was that only person in my entire life who was consistently kind and loving

All of the neighborhood children, especially Claudia, Andy, Michael, Sally, and Beau Billeaud, and even my brothers, saw me as a freak and an appropriate target for their cruelty.

I recall these children, with Gandolphi boys, burying a cat alive with its head above ground and running over it with a lawn mower.

That to them was entertainment!  If I had ever understood, under 10 years old that you & Debbie were sisters and you were Mr Frank's Daughters...

I would have been knocking on your door multiple times a day!  I have good memories of Debbie, but Bonnie, something about you was always magical....

Not magic like Mary Poppins or Cinderella, but I immediately felt and still feel a deep spiritual connection.  At 7 years old, I felt GOD with me whenever you were with me!  Not that HE left me when you left.  I just new you were a special gift from HIM & so  I used to cry and scream whenever you left!

You loved me, my parents did not, and still today they do not know how to love or forgive themselves.  I want nothing more than to have a normal father/mother-daughter & father-inlaw/mother-in-law   son in law relationship.

But it is in their court.  They are not capable.

My Darling leads our prayers at every meal, that GOD will draw them to Himself, that they return to the Holy Mass, going to confession first and receive forgiveness and healing.

My heart has forgiven them as far back as when you babysat, but no one knows what goes on behind closed doors.

But see a normal relationship is not possible with them, because since they insist that they have done no wrong ever ever...

They set themselves up for even graver sin, greater acts of cruelty against themselves, and anyone who foolishly gives them access to over & over repeat their terrible behavior, then justify it!

I know, I am to love & honor my parents!  I do!  Just from afar!  They have an email address & they have been sent links to my blogs!   I will be going on your blog..  I wanted to respond to what you wrote me personally first.

Have you been able to look at mine yet?

Billy & I took a class last Saturday.  We will soon be a nonprofit 501(C)(3)

We want to travel the country as he sets up his carpentry teaching program that works in all states.  States have no money for this, and due to politics the only way to accomplish what GOD has instructed him/us is to accept donations!

Your eyes...  seeing you that night in the book store... YOUR EYES SPARKLE!  

I told my Billy that looking into your eyes, I could then, and as I remember your face & your eyes I See the Eyes of Jesus & Mary!  And my heart is on FIRE!

Billy is calling me for breakfast!  After telling him all I did, he would be happy to see you again, but not at the mall...  and with your husband too!   It would be fun!

And if we do not get together soon, we may not get to...  we will be moved by the Lord very quickly...  HE has us emptying our house!   Giving things away!

I am talented at my embroidery...  I would like to give you a gift!!!

I cannot send through Internet!

I hope to hear from you!! 

And to see you again with your husband & mine!

I am so BLESSED to see you again & have my eyes opened!

Love & Blessings!

EstherStephanada!

On Wed, Oct 14, 2009 at 9:19 AM, Bonnie  wrote:

Although I am sorry that it opened some wounds that made you feel
uncomfortable, I'm really glad that I saw you and your husband the other day
at the store.  It is wonderful to see how the Lord has brought you out from
under the difficulties you have experienced in your past. What a great
testimony of His love, gentleness, and mercy.

Please let your husband know that I would have talked to the two of you
longer had I not been working.  My boss is very determined that we as
employees don't socialize with the customers at the store. I would have
never looked into your beautiful eyes and told you who I was had I not
wanted to speak to you.

For now honey, lets keep in touch by email as with my boss's instructions on
conversing with customers for long periods of time, my irregular work
schedule as well as the long hours at the store it seems the best way to do
so right now.

As an intercessor in prayer I have a blog that you might like to check out
also. http://prayerwarrior-lm.blogspot.com/

I will continue to pray for you and your dear husband as well as for your
family.  Stephanie, I know that your heart is hurting but honey, stay
focused and look to God Our Heavenly Father and He will give you the peace
and rest that you need.

Keep in touch honey,

As always, Bonnie

COMMON ABUNDANT WASTE EVEN IN CHURCHES & MINISTRY...Priests for LIFE Larry Jones' FEED the CHILDREN & EVEN JESSIE DUPLANIS USES FULL CLASS POSTAGE!

On Thu, Oct 1, 2009 at 4:29 PM

My husband & I have alays been givers.  Jesus made it the responsibility to each and every sower...Each Giver:  The responsibility of knowing they are planting in good soil!

And what makes a church fertile ground for planting is not only the actual work or purpose of the work they do!

We know that JESUS CARES ABOUT WASTE!!

If HE DID NOT HE would not have forced those tired weary apostles...PICK UP THE FRAGMENTS!

When big time Ministries taking in billions of dollars from generous tithers like you & us, they are taking on the responsibility to prayerfully use our seed wisely!

The above is only one example of the many letters phone calls my husband & I have made to all three of these Ministries whose causes are good....  Though THEY ARE WASTING ABUNDANTLY!!!!

Feed the Children takes in about a BILLION a year....  so they no different than these other two do not care how some is spent and the rest is wasted!

Charity Navigator prior to now {NOTICE THEY ARE ALSO IN THIS WINDOW} apparently has never seen with their own eyeballs all the full posstage stamps used on every mailing that has ever come to our house from FEED the Children!

My husband once called their headquarters and actually spoke to Larry Jones secretary!!  They did not take our complaint seriously or even politely!

We contine to write on each piece of mail we receive from them>> "return to sender- Non-Profits rich enough to use First class stamps will not get our money to take us off mailing lists!  But the First class requests for our money keep coming!!!

We are not even touching salaries! Look at the postage amount on the envelopes you receive!!!   Any large non-profit can qualify for non-profit bulk rate mailing!

Whether they save only 10 cents or 25 cents per envelope times that by the number of people on their mailing lists!!!

Check out Charity Navigator  http://www.charitynavigator.org/   They give Priests for Life only 2 stars for their efficiency!

JDM whose primary goal is teaching about sowing and reaping and mishandling seed not only often use First class stamps>>>>  We did not even receive an aknowledgement for a non-monetary hand-made gifts sent to Jessie and Cathy and those would be grandchildren they so despirately want!

We realize someone working for them, stole the handmade embroideries we sent!!

We realize that therefore How much money in DOLLARS or millions of dollars being skimmed, not reported and therefore wasted & stolen!!

Jessie himself says look at the fruit s of the labors of the ministries you sow into and ask each ministry are the ministry itself tithing & giving offerings to other ministries>>  for if they are not>>  they are dry bones & your seed will take LONG LONG TIME to grow up!

How many more hungry mouths can be fed???  How many single pregnant mothers can be supported to carry their babies to term???  How much more TV air time can be bought and souls saved???

Just with the difference they are wasting Giving to the Post Office extra is not paying for services rendered!!!!

THE HEART of GOD is CRYING OUT IN PAIN that NO ONE CARES about HIS RESCOURCES WASTED as other HIS little ones continues Suffering who would not if all these big ministries STARTED STAMPING OUT WASTE>>>>  USE ONLY NON-PROFIT STAMPS!!

I encourage all of you to write any charity , Ministry or non-profit you support who you receive mail that does NOT use Non-Prifit postage to change their habits IMEDIATELY or NO LONGER SUPPORT THEM!

Big corporations have stockholders who each have a vote on these kind of issues that their invistments are used wisely!

But churches and non-profits assume their money will always keep coming!  And so well we will just get more money>>>  Never caring how it is spent!

But people of GOD YOU BETTER CARE HOW THEY SPEND IT>>>  FOR SEED PLANTED into Wasteful ground will not produce abundantly!!!  Certainly at best it will remain dormant>>>

It is the sowers responsibility to make these big churches and ministries accountable for their spending!!

But most importantlly their WASTE!!!

Otherwise they will HAPPILY Misspend and waste your hard earned seed money as long as we are stupid enough to keep sending it and not demanding that they rectify their waste and produce more that the Harvests of ALL including you & I BE MORE ABUNDANT>>>

Our harvests are often thrown out with the weeds if we do not sift the wheat from the waste>> the WEEDS!

Jessie says:  "Your harvest is in your fragments" as he brags on how he watches over GOD's money>>

and teaches about mishandling seed>>>  They mishandle seed just as the rest>>>  They will be held to an even higher account, for that is what he preaches & teaches about!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson encouraging you to act like stockholders and make all churches & ministries you give to accountable!!

EstherStephanada & Billy-Jacob>>> We never take NO for an answer and let no man go without trying to be a blessing!!

OH LET ME LIVE! LET ME LIVE! LET ME BE BORN!!

Oh little baby don't you cry! I am scared;
      Do you know why?
I have you because I was abused... but I am not able to take care of you...
I am unable: I don't know how!

I love you but I am scared! You think you want to live, but you know not what is out here!

Oh mommy I love you!  It will be okay because GOD Loves both me & you!

GOD makes a way where there is no way!  All it takes is a mustard grain of Faith! 

We are called only to believe!   It's up to GOD to Achieve
         for you & me!

We need not know how and when what will be done!
Just TRUST the ONE who is ABOVE!

If you find your self pregnant and unmarried, or married have a spouse who will not support you through your pregnancy to birt, contact Catherine's House at:
http://www.catherineshouseinc.org/  

You will find someone there who will be aching to help you!  If you are not in North Carolina...

The good sisters will help you find people closer to help you!
God Loves you & so do I
You can Be one of GOD's Esthers!  One of HIS CanyCanCanGirls!!!